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atasteofsaline

love and <333

p.s.
this boy is the best!!

the end.

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so new york was wonderful.
i love the city soo much.
did pretty good shopping.
got a bunch of clothes.
a cd.
presents.
shoes (that i am in love with).
saw hairspray (the broadway).
wow.
i adored it.
we only went to the city for 2 days but it was enough.
im soo tired.
but i had such a blast.

i miss everyone.
i wish i could be home.
i wish i could go to the still remains show tonight.
even though i would probably get sick because so many people are going to be there.

spring break is coming to a halt.
which is sad.
because that means more school.
but only like 8 more weeks.
how fucking wonderful is that??

well ... i'll be home monday.
see you all then.
and miss you like crazy.

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[	Current Music	|	Umbrellas	]

this is me signing out

NEW YORK CITY ...

HERE I COME!

love you all.
i'll come back with presents.
don't you worry.
xoxoxo <333

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[	Current Music	|	the killers stuck in my head	]

today was lovely.
it was so beautiful out.
becca and i played tennis.
how fun!
i forgot how much i love tennis.
and how bad i am at it.

i pretty much got nothing accomplished all day long.
i love days like that.

mall.
smelling like a man.
getting beat up.
touching manicans boobs.
driving over sweet bumps.
most enjoyable time.

HOLY FUCK!
i go to NYC in two days.
i dont really think i realized how excited i am until now.
i love the city so much.
can't fucking wait.

heavens not a place that you go when you die
its that moment in life
when you actually feel alive
so live for the moment now ...

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okay i have three words for you

THE ROCKET SUMMER!!!

oh boy.
i am soooo excited.
going with the lovely mr. aaron and ms. becca.
f-ing pumped!!!
looking forward to an awesome night.
with two of my best friends.
rock on.

then NYC on thursday.
i can't wait!
could this week get any better?

love love love and <33333 to all of you wonderful people who i call my friends out there!

today i am happy.
and i love it.
we'll see what tomorrow brings.

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bad mood.

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heres the answers to all of your questions
NO.
simple right?

fuck fuck fuck.
in a bad mood.
no particular reason.
but isn't it like that every day so people say.
fuck if im a negative person.
fuck if i don't agree with everything everyone has to say and i express it.
fuck if im a bad influence?
im me.
and i like it this way.

mall in gr tonight.
hopefully this shopping trip will be successful.
unlike any other ones in the past 2 weeks.

i really hope my parents wont be assholes and let me go to the show friday.
kingston falls. skeletones. you should go.
jenny i still have to talk to you about that.
if you're up to it or not?

i am growing to be very irritable lately.
school needs to get over with.
spring break is badly needed.
new york city = love.
a place where people don't give a fuck.
where people don't live in some sort of bubble.
and thrive on close minded drama.

i feel so trapped.
and the reason has yet to be revealed to me.

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today was a good day.
family time not all that bad.
sister was here for the weekend.
got to see her for like 2 hours.
kind of stupid.
oh well.

lazy morning.
full afternoon.
lovely evening.
fuck ugly pictures of fat cheeks.
you broke the rules.
and i wont say that i hated it.

thanks for calling the_derek.
hope you had fun doing whatever you ended up doing.
i decided agianst calling you tonight.
but i will call you tomorrow.

school tomorrow.
gross.
then shopping hopefully.
and java with mr. ryan.

im sleepy.
::rubs eyes and yawns::
bed early tonight.

bon soir.

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awake

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Sigh ....

So today my mom let me skip 1st hour
I had a huge chemistry test
And I forgot my chemistry shit at school
NOT GOOD
So she let me skip
And I will take my test tomorrow
Lovely.

School is dragging on this week.
Thank God tomorrow is Thursday.
Then FRIDAY!!!

I am so excited for this weekend.
Friday = me and jenny day.
We're going to do it up good.
I think we may attend the show at Palmer?
Most likely.
And if we do.
You mister Derek better do what you said you would.
Or you are in trouble.

I DON'T HAVE TO WORK SATURDAY!!!!
Yesssss.
That is so exciting.
Going to the play at Grand Haven on Saturday night.
Gotta support litle Miss Abbey Moore and Mr. Eric Lanoue right?

Then Easter Sunday!!
Gross.
Church.
Even more gross.

Off to school.
EVEN MORE GROSS.

Au revoir.

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[	Current Music	|	Death Cab	]

work.
it was long today.
8:30-6.
but it was good.
my boss was in a wonderful mood.
she dyed my hair.
it is now brownish red.
less orange.

java.
tim and ryan.
then everyone else came.
happy birthday hilary!!
me = extremely tired.
didn't go to kyles.
hope everyone had fun.

wonderful talk with jenny.
way sad.
but ever so true.
then off the vous.
dave craig tara trent meagan randy zach birr
then home.

jenn ... our mission for next weekend will prevail.
we will be victorious.
i can just feel it now.

the show was really fun.
i am in love with kingston falls.
officially.
got to see/talk to some people who i havent seen/talked to in a while.
it was wonderful.
sometimes it feels good to know that people don't hate you when you thought they did.


 i lied.
sometimes it's not okay.
sometimes it hurts.
but once again i shall brush it to the side ...
put it off for the moment
pretend like it doesnt affect me
show not even the slightest trace of brokeness
because you don't need any more noise in your life ...